Now that we have said goodbye.

I've been trying to find a creative outlet lately. I really enjoy blogging but it's not enough. If I had my way I'd get into filming and editing short documentaries, but then there are always the setbacks. The first setback is my main computer is practically a vintage Toshiba which struggles to operate when I have Itunes and Firefox open at the same time, hardly enough processing power to edit videos. The second setback is the lack of a camera that makes filming anything worth while. The third and final setback is having a good sense of how to make a documentary interesting enough to capture an audiences attention.

It's one of those desires that nags daily, the desire to create. I've never considered myself much of a writer, although while blogging our trip through Central America I got great feeback from friends, family, and strangers alike, which is encouraging but not necessarily enough to make it something I do everyday. Part of me wishes I'd paid more attention in english and writing class, they were just so gosh darn boring.

The ability to define my dreams is something I find myself coming closer to, but not yet close enough to touch.